Ooooooh! The Good Stuff

I almost forgot about the good stuff in my life not too long ago. I mean, I really was not in touch with the good stuff. And when I say good stuff, I mean the really good stuff.

Sometimes, I feel as if I get so bogged down in the dis-order of my dual disorder, I forget to take the time to celebrate in the beauty surrounding me. The world is a beautiful place.  I have felt and seen true beauty recently. You know, quality beauty and genuine beauty. It is the kind of beauty that works in mysterious ways. I am grateful I have been exposed to this wonderful enlightenment within my inner self. I am grateful to those around me who have worked through my spiritual higher power to bring this enlightenment to my life, this beauty, this genuine awakening.

I guess it almost sounds somewhat flowery. But, the funny part is this feeling is true. It is an axiomatic realization. The impact is more than simple acknowledgement of that which has been here all along. The impact is a new, developing aura of which to take a hold of and embrace.

These transitions in life do not burn forever. They ignite their flame over and over again to re-kindle my heart's desire. A reddish yellow fire is behind my eyes burning steadily right now. I have found a beautiful soul in this world who I want to get to know better. The beauty is more than I ever imagined holding before this date.

I believe this is a part of dual recovery. I believe these moments are hard won through dedication and commitment to dual recovery. I can say I am working an honest program today. I am working a sincere program today. I am working the 12 Steps, and I feel more than positive about progress being made. I see others making progress, and I am that much more grateful.

A heartfelt expression of "thank you" of course is recieved by my spiritual higher power in a manner consistent with carrying out my higher power's will for my life. I am so thankful to know so intimately my higher power. I feel connected, one with, and at peace with my higher power. I no longer need to argue and pull my string of self-will back to the ground upon which I walk. In fact, right now, I feel as the string which  held my self-will to my belt loop has been let go to be carried away like a kite in a cool summer breeze. What a feeling of freedom, joy, and happiness. Awakenings do happen when I work the 12 Steps.

I feel as if the good stuff is going to keep coming my way. I do not know in exactly what form the good stuff will come, but I do have an inclination that my higher power has been watching me for some time. My higher power is gently reminding me of its presence today.

I suppose there is not much left to say about the good stuff and true and genuine beauty. I would really dislike it I tainted the spirit of gratitude. I sure do feel gratitude right now. And for that, I am grateful.

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